Part of Growing Up

by Zachary Zena Giberson

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about

For my husband.

This album is about fear. Specifically, the point in which fear grows so severe, and so deep, that it consumes you, distorting your worldview and rendering all sights and sounds alien, frightening and painfully intense. All reason and intellect melts away, leaving you trapped in a constant, self-sabotaging cycle of panic, anger, and shame. Inspired by my own experience with anxiety, Part of Growing Up serves as an abstracted journal of an exceptionally difficult year.

Improvised and recorded from January '16 to September '16.

This is my debut album. I recommend headphones and downloading in a lossless format.

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released September 29, 2016

Everything by Zachary Zena Giberson except for the Feist sample on track 4, the Tammys samples on track 11, the Joanna Newsom sample on track 21, the Shangri-La's sample on track 31, and the Shaggs sample on track 33.

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Zachary Zena Giberson Austin, Texas

Hi! My name is Zachary Zena Giberson. I'm a sound artist living in Austin, Texas. I make albums. I like to explore queer themes, dissonance, endless, constant dread and the strange, homogenizing effects of popular culture.

I self released music as Ghost Hosts Host from 2004-2009, as Welding from 2010-2014, and as Zena from late 2014-early 2016. Now I release music under my full name.
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Track Name: Paul Scalia
Paul, paul, paul
So selfish, so selfish...
Track Name: Betty Brown on Parade
'Here comes the sun
He'll be gone soon
Don't cry, it's part of growing up
Well, I know!'
Track Name: Could It Come?
Wild, wild...
Track Name: The Dove and the Hawk
Run, run, run...
Track Name: Pressure
I've learned my lesson
I've learned my lesson
I've learned my lesson
I've learned my lesson
I've learned my lesson
Never to roam, never to roam, never to roam...